alanlessing

i needed a place to write.
im starting to give up on hope of a normal sex life. i realize that shouldnt be the first thing i mention, but its honestly the first thing in my head.
my job is great, though currently slow. my life is fine, though currently lonely. i need a seperate change, though. i've no clue what it should be, or where to get it, but i need an outlet beyond my normal life. games are only good enough to escape momentary boredom for me, as i realize it isnt reality and ultimately unsatisfactory.
i love my wife. but its hard to try and fix the things that bother her when i constantly feel im the cause of them.